Date: Thu, 18 Sep 2003 17:55:32 +0000 From: Lola Prats <lola_prats@hotmail.com> Subject: Decision i woke up, after a night of party, where i probably got so drunk that finally i couldnt find my way home.I was not able to remember anything about that night after 10 o'clock pm and my 5 whisky glass. I was in holidays in a famous tourist resort. i could see some rays of light that were passing through the curtains.i was opening my eyes, the room seemed a small room, the atmosphere was heavy i turned relaxed my body in the bed and i felt a bit shocked and surprised when i saw that i was not alone, in fact there was a man in the bed with me, he was asleep and his breath was noisy. I looked him from his head to the feets. He was naked.i could see his fat cock, hard, pointing to the ceil. I was so shocked that i couldnt remember who it was. i tried to get up without making so much noise that could awake him. i was standed up besides the bed, so now i could look at him, he was a white middle age man, strong appereance, broad cheast and musculous. I looked again his shaft so hard and big God! i was terribly ashamed, i could feel some pain in my ass while walking, my ass was burning. it was not possible, what i did last night? i was wondering. i got out of the room and entered a small room with a television, there were also some chairs and a sofa. i was near to cry when i discovered a second guy there, naked, sleeping in the sofa. a caucasian guy was there face to me, aslept, legs opened in the sofa and between them a thick soft cock. i rushed to the toilet room, trying to not lose my nerves with that bitting burning feeling in my ass..i turned the light on and i was shocked again when i looked at my own face and body in the toilet's mirror. i felt depressed, a feeling of shame invaded me, it was so humilliating. i could see my face with a heavy make up on, my lips on red blood lipstick, all my face covered of beauty powders and some spots of dry cum all over my face cheeks, specially round my mouth. i always had some tits, which can be considered too big for a man, i could see them covered of dry cum, a bit red and i was feeling a bit of burning on it as if someone would have been playing with them. i turn down and bend trying to see my ass cheeks in the mirror. they were also dirty of dry cum, god, my ass was wide, red and my ass cheeks were dirty of dry cum. i sat on the wc and tried to drain myself of all the manhood liquids, i started pouring cum from my ass, i felt it dribling out of my ass, rolling down my ass cheeks on to the WC. i was ashamed because i was feeling very good while doing so.. it was like if my body loved that. in fact my ass was not burning in that moment. i was completly ashamed when i could see my cock throbbing between my legs. god! it was not possible. i came back in silence to the initial room. i was looking for my clothes i wished to run fast far and far of that site. i knew since some years ago that i was a woman in a man body but i never thought of accepting that so easily and of course not in this way. i couldnt find my clothes i only could find a leather miniskirt, the panties and a bra, hanging on a chair. i was wearing a woman dress? i wonder my self. the man in the bed turn on his side and go on sleeping. i was thinking about what to do. At the end i decided to go to the bed and pretend to be asleepy till they leave the room, without saying anything. half hour latter, i could see the man moving on the bed. i felt his fingers caressing my ass cheeks, my hips. he whispered on my ears, - come on whore, wake up. My cock need your services. i was rigid, without moving any muscle, ashamed,hummiliated, and confussed. - Come on, whore, you have to earn the money i paid you. that stroke me, i got money for sex. it is not possible i thought. i was so confussed. he slapped my ass cheeks, and i reacted. in one second i was sat on the bed looking at him. his cock was completly erected, so fat, so big. Looking at him and his cock so hard i was sure he would never accept that all was a mistake that i was drunk, that i was not a whore. There was no other solution that to end my work, i thought, and after that forgeting all about this situation.. - Whore, suck my cock when i grabbed his cock in my right hand, i could see a smile in his lips. i stroke the cock sometimes. he grunt - good girl, suck me good filthy tranny i moved my mouth close to the big head and kissed the cock. - ooh yesss, good whore i start to lick his cock head and the shaft up and down. i could taste the last night dried cum. i was a little shocked because i feel that i was horny, my own cock was throbbing fast so i decided to try it now consciently..tomorrow i would think about how forget all of that. i surrounded the cock head with my fleshy lips, taking the cock slowly in my mouth. - you are a good whore. Suck it deep whore! he pushed my head down on his cock, fucking my mouth . i felt choked with his cock in my mouth, deep in my throath, but it was so delicious at the same time. in that moment i became conscient that i love to suck cock. His cock slided in and out deep in my mouth. he was so excited, grunting, calling me whore, dirty and filthy slag. i felt his balls flapping in my chin. i was so horny so excited, my own cock was so hard. i could feel, he was near to cum. his balls were prepared for giving his load. aaaaah he grunted while his cock exploded in my mouth, a load of warm cum filled quickly my mouth and throath, so quickly that i needed to swallow to breath. - yesss good whoreee!, swallow it mmmmmmmmm and clean it, you know how. i cleaned the guy, licking and sucking, draining the cock. the man finally standed up making me aside and he went to the shower. in the door the caucasian guy was looking at me - I need also a service, whore. he moved close to me. - i want you on all four, whore! i obeyed him. he played with his cock head in my ass. With some baselina he started to push the head on my ass. its cock hurted me while sliding into my ass. he thrusted the cock in. i screamed and moaned, while he pushed and pushed so hard.... When his cock was all the way in, and i was near to faint. he started to pump ooh he grunted - come on Whore - You like it? WHORE - You like it? he slaps my ass cheeks with each thrust aaaaaahhhhh - You like it? i finally bursted in crying ,,saying yes yes yes i love it -Yes you whore you love it.. he pumped fast and fast...when he was near to cum i could feel my own cock cumming on the sheets of the bed. 5 seconds later all my ass was filled with warm hot cum. - oh yes whore , love to fuck whores i felt the cum dribbling out of my ass. i felt so dirty he pulled out his cock and left me in the bed. the other man was already out of the shower. - come on john , you must have a shower now, we have work, we have no time for fucking whores. he dressed and then moved close to me we have paid to your pimp but here it is a 10$ note, you did a good work whore. the two men leaves the room, i am a completly mess, cum is every where and my skin and mouth smells to cum. i can feel the taste of cum in my mouth. God! i rush for a shower. the word whore is echoing in my mind..while having the shower..i clean my mouth, my ass hole, my tits..everywhere..with a lot of water..i want to clean it all... after 30 minutes i went out of the shower.covered with towells..i sat on the bed edge to think about it, a bit desperate. The sound of some knocks on the door. i dont want to open the door. Again, it is strong now. i hear a strong voice - come on open the door a man open the door with a push, i observe the man, it is a well built, strong black man..30 years old aprox - Hi baby what happens? he ripped my towells off. so i was staying completly naked in front of him. - Man who are you? i said . - Come on Lola dont be stupid!. why didnt you want to open? i finally exploded - oh man, what happens? the other day i was a bit drunk..im a man! i dont know what it is all about. the man, looked at me and laughed.. - You dirty whore, what are you telling me? you are my whore, im your Pimp, you know that. i own you! he shouted. Lola, yesterday you decided to work for me..you made a business agreement. you would be one of my whores and i will care of you and will give you money for a nice pair of tits and to improve your body. an agrement is an agrement and you cant change it. in our work..if whores decide to change their minds every day...we would have problems..so you cant.and all the people in my world would never accept that. In the world there are women and whores and you belong to the second group. the other day you decided to be a whore, there is no way back ..so sweety shut up, dress yourself. and lets go...come on whore if you dont want i slap you and punish you. after looking at him..i decide to obey him a little frigthened. i dressed a bra. i put on the panties, after that a leather miniskirt that fitted me and finally a white tight blouse and a pair of black high heel shoes. i looked at him. - come on Lola, your make up..clean your face., you will take a shower later i can smell all the cum on your body..you are a dirty whore. hahaha. we left the motel..i was getting used to the high heels. it was not easy. - Lola, you have a nice ass cheeks..you wont need any silicona there. just only on your tits. your are like a woman with small tits. in fact you have tits..hahaha. i did a good business yesterday it would be cheap to prepare yourself for the business. why you say nothing? - what i can say, man. - yesterday you were not so quiet. i was with a guy who makes porno films in the bar and you bump into us..playing with my bulging pants, so drunk...hahaha. the man was not interested in trannys but you got me so horney..that i lead you to the wc to fuck as you deserve. to my surprise two of my friends in the wc were already fucked you hahhahah.. when they told me that i was sure you would be a good whore to pimp. you are number five in my group. - Why you call me lola? - thats the name you were using yesterday so and i like it Lola. you are my whore Lola. by the way we did some photos yesterday for some porno business, you will enjoy them. you were sucking so lovely hahaha and you got so thick loads. i started to cry - dont care baby. to be a whore is not so bad. i will care of you. i was there in the car, dressed as woman, with a black guy pimp on my side i was not capable of saying anything, but i was feeling that my cock was throbbing inside my panties and i knew in that moment that i was a whore. he drove to a big house in the country out of the city. we got out of the car and he guided me to a shadwy room. inside i could see a bar counter. there was no body in the room we entered into a bigger room. i could see four girls sitting there watching television or reading. - Lola, here my other four whores: he introduced me to them. well there were three black ones and one hispana from colombia. i did friendship with clara, the colombian whore. Our pimp, Jim liked that. well, four hours later when the afternoon was dying. Jim came and told to Clara and me that we were going to stay there and we were not going to work that day. i would start to work tomorrow. Clara would be with you this afternoon. Clara was telling me something about his live in Colombia when we heared a bell. Clara said - dont worry, we dont work here now. this is an old road bar , but now is closed. When Clara opened the door, she was shocked because three guys break into the bar. they were sudamerican. in fact they were colombians. they entered the room. - where is Jim? Clara answered - we dont know man, please believe us the boss of the group, looked at us - Well Jim will come back to look for their whores. he sat down, looked at me and say - Whore, come here, come he unfasten the pants and pulled out his cock. it was thick and soft. -suck my cock come on whore...we will wait for jim. the other two guys, were playing with clara, one guy was fucking his cunt fron behind, while the other man was being sucked. while i was sucking my man, i could hear the fuck noises.the men grunting every time that push their dick inside the clara's body. ..i think that it all happened in a short minute. the man blew his cum on my mouth, and the other two get off themselves cumming inside claras body. the three men were drinking now laughing while clara and me were sit naked in a corner. after one hour , one of the guys a bit drunk come to me. - come tranny , come here i am going to fuck your ass i stand up and bend over. - good whore, you really know your work ..hahaha he separated my ass cheeks and started to push his cock head in my ass. god! it really hurts...the man pushed hard and start to bang me, pumping fast in my ass he enjoyed it. i was screaming, my ass was tight. he was grunting. fucking my ass after 5 minutes he come on it..i was completly exhausted and the cum was pouring out of my ass. i could smell the cum again, like in the morning...i wondering if it was going to be my life. to be always with cum. clara came close to me and caressed my face..i was crying. he was a nice woman. in fact she was not ugly. she was a illiterate colombian girl but she was pretty, at least i think so. when jim arrived with betsy, joana and maggie. he was shocked whe he saw the three guy. - Jim, we are waiting the money you promise us. you must pay 3000$ or you are going to have problems. in fact the time expires today. - oh man, i need sometime, please come on guys. - here what we are going to do: you pay us 1000$ now. and we will take this two whores with us - if tomorrow you dont pay us the rest...the whores are mine. - oh man , please i need a week. - Tomorrow...you know me and clara were carried to the car. and they drove away one of the guys said: - Tom, we dont need a whore and a tranny - Dont worry they are easy to sell.there are lot of pimps and brothels here, so dont worry. The night was long as they were playing with us the whole night. Tom took me for his own use. Clara had to satisfy the other two guys. the next morning jim arrived with 2000$. - here is the money. tom took it and said, never do it again...if you want money you have to pay for it. two of the men catched jim and stroke him severely, in his face, belly ....at the end he became unsconcious. Tom said, throw him to the street and also the whores. so we were in the street. it was cold. jim was unconscient. clara and me were looking at him for the first time had a possibility to escape ...god i said it to clara. - Lola, you can go if you wish. we are whores and this is not an easy life. i understand it. but i must stay i dont know other thing to do. i have no friends, no work or family here. i run away during ten minutes..i was near a bus when i stopped my self to think. oh god! i could escape and being a man again ...or just accpet to live as a whore,,oh god.. why i was thinking on that. the cum on my body was smelling so heavily, my cock was throbbing so hard...i was..............surrended 5 minutes later i was again with clara. i would be all my life enjoying cock and cum and sharing my experiences with clara my twink soul. it was my decision...to be a whore