April 14, 2020
- The Nintendo NSider Forums, which were unceremoniously shut down one day without warning, despite being very popular.
- 4chan, obviously
- Reddit, Banned twice as the site tries to move from a web 2 link aggregator to a social media site, just gave up.
- Tumblr, which was very good for this voidyelling. By far the least personally destructive, but still a content hose where I didn't talk to anyone.
- Facebook soon, hopefully. Same as above, but the content is worse, and I do talk to people, specifically in ways that make them hate me.
Right now the mood is overwhelming. I don't have a strong grasp on past, present, or future. I told my friend that it all feels like this pic. It's a more insistent haze than the usual anhedonic depression. In the past I've usually made some kind of stupid decision to break it, but we'll see.
