# Exordium I know there are several spelling mistakes throught this article, that is because my typing and reading skills were impaired, I do not intend to correct them. # Cap I 30 or so minutes in, consumed about 750mg of benzydamine, it was also mixed with 50ml of ethanol, atm im feelinf slightly tipsy and nauseus, I took 20mg of metoclopramide to compensate, most likely due to the ethanol, I am not experiencing hallucinations yet, I still have more to consume. # Cap II About an hour in, ive taken a bit more benzydaamine, I feel more tipsy, my typing ability is rather unfunctional. # Cap III Two hours in i definetly have a chande in depth perception, everuthig seems bigger. I have now consumed 1.6g of bennzudaamine # Cap IV About five hours in now, incapable of coheret speechm, or understanding others, I went for a bush walk and smoked herbal durries, which contained: * california poppy * blue lotus * calendula flowers * cornsilk * dream herb (calea ternifolia) * gotu kola * holy basil * hops * kanna * maconha brava * marjoram * marshmallow leaf * mugwort * mullein * nettle * passionflower * peppermint * rose petal * skullcap * vervain * wild dagga * white sage * wild lettuce It is now like two hours later, my typing, reading and computer usage were impaired, and that let to a long time on this entry, im defineetly coming off of it now, I am much less inebrietad, I started feeling nausues and whent to the bathrom to fill a glass to take more metoclopramide, I ended up lighly vomiting in the sink, I filled the glass and took another 20mg of metoclopramide, I started feeling better. I am definetly more sober now, and im consuming leek and tomato soup, I have struggled with eating earlier in the day. In total I have consumed, 1.6g of benxydaminem, 100ml of ethanol, 40mg metoclopramide, and an unkown amount of lidocane. Just as I had finished the last sentence, i started feeling nauseas again, i got an emesis bag, and in that second i vomited approx 800ml. Despite taking what is considered a strong dose, i didnt not experience any hallucinations other than the things seeming smaller or bigger, i assume this is to do with the other things i ingested, i also mixed the liquid benzydamine with cola, by itself it was unbearable. I plan to by pure benzydamine hydrochloride powder, and put it in capsules, then I will be able to give an acurate depiction of benzudamine as i will be consuming it without other substances. # Cap V As I was trying to sleep more hallucinations started happening, I noticed closed eye visuals, a bland figure, eyes staring at me and koalas. I then found out that anything I thought of would appear to me, these were all grayscale. I also sensed a presence with me, they seemed neutral, they poked me once and that was it. I then felt a small worm crawling on/under my skin. I also saw sprawling transparent lines connecting to each other. I also felt another presence that latched on to me, similar to hallucinations I have had before, I could not communicate with this one however. I was unable to sleep for the entire night, and even far into the morning, I was still experiencing those weird transparent line things.