Websites and Online Habits I no longer have. * The Nintendo NSider Forums, which were unceremoniously shut down one day without warning, despite being very popular. * 4chan, obviously * Reddit, Banned twice as the site tries to move from a web 2 link aggregator to a social media site, just gave up. * Tumblr, which was very good for this voidyelling. By far the least personally destructive, but still a content hose where I didn't talk to anyone. * Facebook soon, hopefully. Same as above, but the content is worse, and I do talk to people, specifically in ways that make them hate me. Right now the mood is overwhelming. I don't have a strong grasp on past, present, or future. I told my friend that it all feels like [this](https://www.thesun.co.uk/wp-content/uploads/2019/04/NINTCHDBPICT000485122030.jpg) pic. It's a more insistent haze than the usual anhedonic depression. In the past I've usually made some kind of stupid decision to break it, but we'll see.