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date: 07/04/2024
subj: comment 07042024_090023
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love relations:
last night while watching BSG together she told me, she loves me and she is
happy. she says she fills like our life together is just starting. she says I
know we've been together for a long time 10 years, but now it feels like life
has started. 

I pray she will feel that way forever. Life is so short, and if it feels like
its good, its even shorter, like a dream you just don't want to wake up from. 
Maybe her dreams of her life are coming true, at least for now. 

As we traverse this life time, we change impercetible amounts we can't detect
but eventually we think our life needs to be different and that can be drastic.
I'm changing fast on the outside than she is, may the gods grant me strength to
continue to make her life's dreams come to pass, and I be the one to have the
oppertunity to be there every step of the way. 

No matter what I do there is no guarenty of a ferrytail relationship, and
inside me I was never given the belief there ever should be. Little by little I
learn how to be better. Together we build our lives everyday. I think of myself
as luckly to have this oppertunity to share a life and time with another person
and I know not everyone gets that chance. So I pray from time to time to
remeber to do the right thing and continue to learn to be a good person and see
things the way my wife does, as well as those near and afar. For its our way,
the way of humans to continue joining and sharing life and our time together.

for now that is all.