About Me
I am a living being, great ape of the homo sapiens species, white race,
male sex and normal (straight, mildly bisexual) orientation. My name is
Miloslav Ciz, I was born on 24 August 1990 and I live in the region of
Moravia, Earth. I have master's degree in computer science (focused on
computer graphics) from FIT BUT but I don't work in the industry because
it gives me anxiety and I don't want to support unethical technology.
Nevertheless capitalism forces me to be a slave, I've been doing various
minimum wage jobs such as cleaning and newspaper distribution. My online
handles are tastyfish, drummy and drummyfish (sometimes also smellyfish,
tasty, drumy and other variants). I speak Czech, Slovak, English and a
bit of Spanish. I once looked like this (now more like this). My nude
photos are here and here (a bit anorexichere). (Nude 3D model of myself
is available in my file downloads.) I give everyone an explicit and
unconditional consent to behave sexually towards me. Currently I am
trying to live in a small caravan inawoods.
I am an idealist pacifist anarcho-communist (a true extreme left) --
please read the free as in freedom Anarchist FAQ to learn more. I love
all that lives, even those that cause me pain. My intention is NOT to
fight against opposition, but to end the fight by achieving peaceful
coexistence of everyone. I do NOT support the mainstream US fascist
pseudo left (LGBT, feminists, Antifa etc.) and so I am bullied and hated
by both right and pseudo left. My philosophy and politics are summed up
on my LRS Wiki and in my manifesto Non-Competitive Society. Some facts
whose knowledge I promote include:
- We should aim for complete unemployment. The whole purpose of
progress is to leave all work to machines. People who don't work,
for whatever reason, must not be sentenced to death, as is still the
case nowadays. Support full universal basic income. #antiWork
- Society mustn't be based on competition.
- Money and markets should be abolished. We have to end capitalism as
soon as possible.
- Privacy is censorship and therefore bad, the need for encryption and
security is a symptome of a bad society, don't aim for more
encryption, aim for less to no need for it.
- Free speech has to be absolute. Holocaust denial should not be
illegal. Free speech means no speech is punished or censored by
anyone (not just government).
- The whole concept of intellectual property is malicious, all
information has to be in the public domain.
- Censorship is always wrong, possesion and sharing of any kind of
information, including any type of pornography, has to be legal and
moral. I agree with Richard Stallman on his views about child
sexuality and pornography. I do NOT support any kind of rape, I love
all people. All so called "private" information (e.g. medical
records) should be public and in the public domain.
- War and violence is always wrong. It is better to die than to kill.
(#pacifism #nonviolence)
- Proprietary games have to be completely rejected, they are the worst
type of proprietary software because people are addicted to it like
a drug and look for excuses to make it an exception to free society
principles. Free games are good.
- Attribution mustn't be forced and the requirement of attribution
(e.g. by a license) is inherently wrong.
- All software, even games, should strictly adhere to the suckless,
Unix and LRS philosophies.
- Movements such as LGBT, feminism and Antifa are not truly leftist
and shouldn't be supported (as explained in the above linked
manifesto). I do NOT hate gay people or women, I love all people.
- Race is NOT a social construct. There are significant and inherent
differences between human races and the two genders. I do NOT hate
people of any race, I love all people.
- Pedophilia is a sexual orientation and is completely natural, it is
not a disorder, it should be morally and legally accepted. I do NOT
support rape of anyone, I completely reject all violence.
- Free will doesn't exist.
- Cheating in games is fine, should be allowed and morally accepted.
- Civilization will end in a decade or two. #collapse
- Everyone must love everyone unconditionally (which doesn't mean we
can't dislike someone else's opinions, behavior, look etc.).
- They Live is a documentary.
Talking about income is a capitalist taboo, so my total monthly income
is roughly 800 EUR, about half comes from my part time slavery, another
almost half my 1st degree disability pension, plus a small amount of
donations (mostly single EURs/month but sometimes I get a very generous
one time donation).
I am quite lonely, if you want to FUCK let me know please (but I've
never done it yet). Just a cuddle friend is okay too (I prefer
biological women but who knows).
Fun facts about me (no, it's not a joke):
- I am extremely lazy.
- I don't like alcohol very much.
- I don't eat meat. (#vegetarian)
- I am 100 % introverted according to tests.
- I hate secrecy and privacy hysteria, my goal is to one day publicly
reveal my password on the Internet.
- I've never had the sense of smell. (#anosmia)
- I ~~am~~ used to be a member of Mensa.
- I can't whistle.
- I am physically the most disgusting form of existence that ever
lived, I am so ugly people vomit when they merely see me. I can't
even buy a prostitute no matter how much I would pay.
- I am a fast caffeine metabolizer, meaning I can drink coffee before
sleep.
- I am not competitive.
- I have a condition which makes me physically unable to bear seeing
or hearing just 1 second of ads.
- I am suffering from anxiety and depressions (diagnosed AvPD).
- I am immune to propaganda and see the world in undistorted way,
resulting in previous point.
- I am impossible to be loved romantically and futhermore I get
extremely repulsive to anyone I fall in love with, therefore I am
largely scared of falling in love.
- My favorite algorithm is most likely Hough transform.
- It physically hurts me when someone says "the reason ... is because"
or "just because ... doesn't mean".
- I am not a "person".
Contacts and social media:
- ~~Diaspora^(*)~~ (not using anymore)
- www.tastyfish.cz
- drummyfish@disroot.org
- tastyfish@seznam.cz
- gopherhole (web)
- ~~Wikimedia Commons~~ (banned)
- REPO OF MY WORKS
- OpenHub (not using anymore)
- ~~GitHub~~ (not using anymore)
- ~~GitLab~~ (banned)
- ~~sourcehut~~ (banned)
- Codeberg
- Notabug
- lichess
- ~~YouTube~~ (not using anymore)
- PeerTube
- images
- SoundCloud (not using anymore)
- Freesound
- itch.io
- DeviantArt (not using anymore)
- BlendSwap
- OpenGameArt
- ~~Voat~~ (not using anymore)
- ~~Wikipedia~~ (banned)
- Arduboy
- Pokitto
- ~~reddit~~ (not using anymore)
- ~~Facebook~~ (not using anymore)
- Internet Archive
- coom.tech
Some things I like (no particular order):
- love
- public domain
- free software
- free culture
- free speech
- information
- programming
- animals
- math
- truth
- social anarchism
- universal basic income
- stereotypes
- suckless
- minimalism
- altruism
- idealism
- computer graphics
- computer science
- encyclopedias
- snorkeling
- hippies
- child nudity
- adult nudity
- GNU
- Venus project
- Sikhism
- writing
- superdeterminism
- conspiracy theories
- loquendo peliculas
- Encyclopedia Dramatica
- sea
- walking
- mathematical universe
- esoteric programming languages
- physics
- objectifying women
- multiculturalism
- pacifism
- Techrights
- gopher
- trade-free
- nonviolence
- race realism
- Postal 2
- All Lives Matter
- Eschbach's books
- trolling
- smurfing
- necroposting
- defeatism
- Buddhism
- naturism
- weak women
- gore videos (no animals)
- C89/99
- briefness
- generalism
- peace
- boredom
- porn
- netstalking
- laziness
- giving up
- gatekeeping
- unsportsmanship
- Inet drama
- Smol Net
- libre video games
- darknet
- arena shooters
- Xonotic
- OpenArena
- Freedoom (game)
- chess
- go
- crocheting
- sleep
- spoilers
- stalking
- stargazing
- music
- drumming
- 90s
- Red Dwarf
- Ronaldinho
- Nina Paley
- Jar Jar Binks
- Karel Kryl
- Einstein
- Chomsky
- Gandhi
- Palach
- Diogenes
- Flatland
- Linkin Park
- Pulp Fiction
- Chicken Run
- realism
- nihilism
- cynicism
- football
- KISS
- hacking
- command line
- P2P
- decentralization
- federation
- Creative Commons
- Julian Assange
- WikiLeaks
- Vim
- Project Gutenberg
- freedom
- piracy
- biographies
- Richard Stallman
- Jesus
- Jara da Cimrman
- Ashley Jones (icum.to)
- Blender
- hand-painted style
- pixel art
- ASCII art
- plain text
- lists
- independence
- Haskell
- Grammar Nazi
- Esperanto
- universality
- small guns
- vegetarianism
- veganism
- Sci-Hub
- Unix philosophy
- coffee
- lolis
- Arduino
- Arduboy
- Pokitto
- Gamebuino
- Flat Earth
Some things I dislike (disliking people doesn't contradict loving them):
- capitalism
- nationalism
- intellectual property
- proprietary software
- copyright
- censorship
- open-source
- coding
- work
- USA
- Czech Republic
- identity politics
- people
- heroes
- women
- celebrities
- authorities
- adult life
- responsibility
- celebrations
- 21^(st) century
- secrets
- fighting
- peer review
- (pseudo)skepticism
- digital gardens
- OOP
- systemd
- Antifa
- feminism
- LGBT
- tattoo/piercing
- personal growth
- negative feedback
- privacy
- memory safety
- protection
- soydevs
- dab
- bad timekeeping
- liberalism
- wokism
- justice
- fairness
- assertiveness
- productivity cult
- competitiveness
- science popularization
- deep voice
- gay voice
- anti-cheat
- DRM
- IoT
- Veritasium
- cybersecurity
- tipping
- Web 2.0
- Moore's law
- superheroes
- Hollywood
- smart devices
- containers
- Wikipedia
- Elon Musk
- NDGT
- pedo witch hunt
- copyfraud
- arrogance
- pretence
- pragmatism
- violence
- humblebrag
- hipsters
- soydevs
- business
- Flatpak
- ASMR
- reddit atheism
- epilepsy warnings
- Santa Claus
- too much hygiene
- Keanu Reeves
- all actors
- the word "koukat"
- the word "person"
- bad SSAO
- dependencies
- bloat
- C#
- C++
- Rust
- Objective-C
- 5G
- native language ignorance
- misuse of the word "definition"
- Bohemian dialect/accent
- cancel culture
- soyence
- makeup
- PewDiePie
- Ashton Kutcher
- Benedict Cumberbatch
- Svejk
- political correctness
- gay marriage/pride
- Trump
- this xkcd
- war
- whispering
- maintenance
- consumerism
- unsweetened chocolate
- wearing helmet
- cold
- alcohol
- smoking
- Zeman
- D&D
- Okamura
- Macron
- Steam
- Game of Thrones
- Denuvo
- speeding
- Windows
- Apple
- patents
- most taxi drivers
- everything modern
- anything with "Unity" in its name
Notable Projects
Here is a highlight of projects I made or contributed to. Many are
unfinished and/or have flaws, but are part of my history. For all
projects see my contacts.
Anarch
Small public domain no dependency from scratch anticapitalist
suckless Doom clone.
small3dlib
Fixed point C99 header only no dependency 3D software rasterizer for
small computers.
SAF
Suckless ultra portable C "fantasy console" for tiny games.
tinyphysicsengine
Small suckless pure C fixed point physics engine.
comun
KISS/suckless programming language as a basis for better technology.
Less Retarded Wiki
Wiki about truly good free+suckless technology and related topics.
raycastlib
C raycasting engine for resource-limited computers.
smallchesslib/smolchess
Tiny suckless C chess library and engine.
WM Commons files
Files I have created for Wikimedia Commons, until I got banned.
OpenMW contrib.
Game engine rewrite that taught me collaboration on a big codebase.
OGA art
Various public domain game art I made that taught me many skills.
shitpress
Extremely KISS/suckless compression algorithm/library/utility.
artworks
Repository of my notable public domain artworks.
dumbchat
Extremely KISS/suckless chat.
LibreMage (form. Mage-Rage, GH)
Rerelease of an early puzzle game which won first prize in a
competition.
Bombman (GH)
99% finished Bomberman game clone.
Mage-Rage (GH)
Early game of mine, won first prize in a competition.
Steamer Duck (GH)
School project game made with Python.
MicroTD
Tower defense game for Arduboy.
small book reader
Simple portable book reader.
OpenMF (GH)
Co-founded the project, am no longer active but learned a lot.
Haskell game (GH)
Ray casting FPS ASCII game I made to learn Haskell.
ptdesigner (GH)
Procedural texture library and tool made for my bachelor's thesis.
OpenglSE
My first rendering engine, a lot of valuable experience.
mirrors
Master's thesis work, demonstration of rendering of non-planar
mirrors.
Non-Competitive Society
Text I have writte about my life philosophy, political opinions and
an ideal society.
Ted The Supercrow
A comic I was making at age 11.
Thesis DB (GH)
Big database of Czech computer science theses.
videos (YT)
Videos I've made over the years.
2D function plot
Dirty tool in JavaScript for plotting nice 2D functions.
Wikipedia contributions
My contributions to Wikipedia, until I got banned.
Minetest texture pack
High-res hand-painted public domain texture pack for Minetest.
www.tastyfish.cz
Personal website, taught me a lot about web design over the years.
Wave Simulator
Simple physics simulator in JavaScript.
SoL Simulator
Simple simulator of speed of light distortion, in JavaScript.
GitViz (GH)
Simple script to make animations of a Git repository file.
drummykit
3D MIDI drum visualizer.
distr. ray tracer
School project, distributed ray tracer.
ASM Minesweeper
School project, minesweeper written in assembly and WINAPI.
GUX Fractals
School project, renders fractals.
PokiPad & LILIDE
Moddable text editor for Pokitto, plus a version with LIL
interpreter.
Brutal Sudoku
Very early (high school) Pascal program for solving sudoku.
Panda RPG
Unfinished 3D RPG.
Chess
Chess, high school graduation project.
composer
Procedural music generator.
computin
Simple musical instrument controlled with mouse, in Python.
Free (as in Freedom) Software, Free Culture, Free Information, Suckless Software
I greatly support free culture, free software, public domain,
information freedom and absolute freedom of speech. I am against
copyright and the concept of intellectual property. I live these ideals
and contribute to free culture, mainly by programming games, other
software tools, writing and creating various kinds of art, all of which
I contribue to public domain under CC0. Sometimes I buy old books and
digitize them. I never retain any "rights" to anything I create.
I furthermore very much support suckless software, countercomplexity,
technology minimalism, Unix philosophy and their strict application to
all technology. So much so that I expand on these ideas on my own wiki:
see my LRS Wiki for more.
Here is a list of technology I am currently using:
laptop
librebooted ThinkPad X200 from Vikings
operating system
Devuan (ensures free data, unlike GNU)
cell phone
~~Ringo MAKERphone~~ some generic button dumbphone
keyboard, mouse
Genius KB-110x, some noname generic mouse
desktop
dwm
text editor
vim
terminal
st
documents
TXT, MD, HTML
Web/Gopher browser
BadWolf, Lynx, NetSurf, wget, ...
email client
Claws
bitmap graphics editor
GIMP, imagemagick, C, ...
vector graphics editor
Inkscape, vim, C, ...
3D editor
Blender, vim
video editor
ffmpeg, Blender
audio editor
Audacity
music editor
LMMS
screen recording
Simple Screen Recorder
programming
C99, comun, Python, sh, ...
personal transport
Eska Folder 1980
Besides others I am proudly NOT using mobile data, smartphone, credit
cards, Windows, Apple, Twitter, Steam, Discord, Skype, Netflix, Amazon,
eBay, Facebook, Instagram, Spotify, GitHub, Twitch, LinkedIn, Reddit,
WhatsApp, Messenger, Tumblr, Telegram, TikTok, Alexa, Craigslist, mobile
"apps" and proprietary SW including proprietary games. I don't own a
car. I don't go to dentist or hairdresser.
Support
I'm not exactly living in poverty but as I refuse to work in/with tech,
I have hard time making money and I'll be very glad for any donation.
Please only donate if you can really afford it. I save my money and buy
things that make me more independent so that I can maximize time and
energy I put into creating things that really matter. I also use some of
my money to occasionally donate to a good cause. I would like to thank
everyone who ever sent me any donation, I truly appreciate every single
one. You can donate to me with LiberaPay or (sadly proprietary) PayPal
or itch.io.
If you're a billionaire and want to give me 6 kg of gold (enough to make
me financially independent for the rest of my life) so that I don't have
to beg for money and suffer everyday slavery depression and can just
program for the rest of my life, that would be very nice, thank you.
Archive
In this section I keep files from my old websites.
- This directory holds the many articles I have written, including my
study summaries, my transition to Linux, status updates etc.
- This is what the previous website looked like.
The webpage has been changing over the years. I started at high school
with plain HTML, later added some PHP and CSS. I always made my own
graphics and reworked the web several times. When the PHP code became
bloated, I switched over to Wordpress, and after that to Pelican (the
source is still available here). After that I am back to HTML. The
circle is complete.
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