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Stardate: 20240705.1541
Location: Capital One Cafe
Input Device: Steam Deck with folding BT keyboard + Xreal glasses
Audio: Capital One muzak
Visual: CoolRetroTerm with transparent display...seeing pedestrians
        since I am seated by the window.
Emotional: ah's all cybah 'n shit

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Yes, it has been some time since the last time I phlog'd.  Yes, I 
went through some shit, and that has come to pass, so I am where I 
at now, which is writing this phost.  I have basically gone 
non-participatory and have not had much desire to plug in.  It wasn
any kind of conscious decision I made, it was just something that 
just happened.  I just stopped.  The time I would usually spend doi
my online activities were replaced with more analog activities and 
connecting with people in meatspace...to an extent.  I am still 
hyper-sensitive to getting easily flooded by being around too much 
stimuli, but I have found some tools (not weapons) to help me keep 
on the m0ar manageable side.

Geekin' out is still part of what I do, but very low-key.  No real 
projects or anything, just tinkering around.  The video games I pla
are mostly offline/single player.  Still fun, but I try not to play
too much.  I know how I can end up living in that space for too lon

Work has been non-existent.  I have not been looking since I lost m
last job.  Currently a non-issue for now, but could be potentially 
damaging in the future.  Much of the working hours are spent doing 
volunteer work helping others.  It feels so much more fulfilling th
any job ever has, but unfortunately, it does not pay legal tender.

New music creation has not been on the radar lately.  I think the 
capacity is there, just kinda dormant and not quite ready for 
expression.  I still continue to practice daily and try to learn ne
songs when I get inspired.  But they are not my own creation and 
usually just tied to some memory of the past...ain't nothin' wrong 
wid dat.

I am still writing/journaling quite a bit, but I have hot been 
posting anything.  Most of my thoughts these days seem a bit 
irrelevant...well, what I would think of irrelevant to most people,
but what do I know.  Anyhow, I have made my writing terminal a bit 
m0ar elaborate...a number of upgrades.  I have basically taken my 
Steam Deck and added a folding bluetooth keyboard, bluetooth mouse,
and wired face-mounted display.  It is a bit much, but I really fin
myself enjoying this current configuration. 

I had picked up the Steam Deck awhile back when I decided to turn m
old Steam Box (Alienware Alpha R1) into a Linux workstation.  I did
not want to do both gaming and workstation stuff on the same 
computer, so I separated the tasks into 2 machines.  The Steam Deck
seems to scratch that gaming itch, but I find myself doing m0ar 
terminal-based stuff on this device.  That seems to be the trend 
with a lot of the hardware I've used over the years.  If I can run 
stuff in a terminal and make it work for  me, I will default to 
that...just run things lean.

The cybah rig that I have previously phosted [1] about has basicall
been pushed into the archives.  I don't think that I will be making
any further iterations of that device.  It still works and all, but
each time I "upgrade" it, I am not so thrilled with using it.  The 
face-mounted display is way too old school and pixelated compared t
the hardware of now.

The face-mounted display I am using now is the Xreal/Nreal Air.  It
connects directly to the Steam Deck via USB-C cable, which also 
powers the display.  The display glasses are not cumbersome at all 
and are basically what I had hoped my previous displays to be.  The
ones I've used in the past were a pain to set up and had a lot of 
cables/equipment attached to it.  I could stand using it every now 
and then, but I think I would spend m0ar time fussing with it and 
being frustrated with it instead of using it.  The Xreal Air glasse
are so much m0ar bettar!  The displays, the resolution, the audio, 
the design, pretty much all of it is a big upgrade from the devices
of the past.  It is much m0ar portable and easier to set up/stow 
away.

The glasses basically look like black sunglasses with a cable 
sticking out of it.  They are much more discreet than the cumbersom
looking goggles like the VR setups I see out there these days.  I a
not so interested in those devices, especially with my experience 
with the previous displays.  Adding more features, like head tracki
or special controllers would just add to the frustration for me.   
Plus, I get nauseous if I wear any face-mounted display for too lon
even if there is no movement.  Vomitting in an expensive VR helmet 
not on my list of things to do. 

One of the things that I like about the Air glasses is that I can 
take off the "immersion" lense cover/blinder and see behind my 
screen.  Right now, I am seated by the window in the cafe and it is
mid-afternoon.  I have Cool Retro Term running full screen for this
phost and I can look out of the window and see the pedestrians walk
by behind my terminal, like having a tranparent background for my 
desktop/terminal, except that the background is meatspace, which is
rad!  Since it is bright outside, it is easy to see the background.
The text gets washed out, so I look back at the table.  Since I 
can touch-type, I can stare out the window and still type and enjoy
the animated transparent background of meatspace ;)  

"The gurlz in their summer clothes pass me by..."

There's probably some application of augmented reality that this 
could be used for, but I have not ventured into that subject yet.  
Not ready to go mobile or anything like that right now.  Even going
to a cafe with this setup took some courage...I wasn't sure if it 
would seem too strange.  I have taken older devices out in public 
before and it felt strange with weird stares.  This round, it seems
much m0ar discreet and I haven't seen any weird stares.

Another thing I like are the speakers built into the arms of the 
glasses.  This makes it convenient and I don't need to bring a pair
of headphones unless I need better audio or privacy.  My previous 
Olympus FMD had earbuds attached to to the arms of the glasses that
you could put in your ears, which were cool too, but the thin wires
deteriorated over time. 

The glasses came in a zippered case that is like an oversized eye 
glasses case, which can store the glasses, cable, cleaning cloth an
glasses cover and make it easy to transport.  I just throw this, 
the Steam Deck, mouse, and keyboard in a bag and go.

The keyboard I am using is a bluetooth folding keyboard made by a 
company called, "Royal Kludge."  Interesting name. Model RK-F68.  
This one is probably one of the most comfortable portable folding 
keyboards that I have typed on for portable journaling/phlogging.  
have used many over the years, going back to the Palm PDA days and 
am really enjoying this current iteration of this kind of device.  
has mechanical keys and can be backlit.  You can turn it off if you
want to save power.  It can also be plugged in via the included USB
cable if you don't wanna use it via blootoof...and when the interna
battery goes bad, which will eventually happen.

The keyboard folds in half with the hinge horizontal to the keyboar
All of the other folding keyboards in the past, the hinge was 
veritical.  This was a problem when you wanted to type with the 
folding keyboard in your lap.  The keyboard would not be stable and
would fold up, unless you had a book or something to keep it stable
With the hinge being horizontal, it sits just fine in my lap 
without folding up.  It also has some weight to it that the other 
past keyboards lacked, which makes it feel more sturdy and helps it
stay in place.

There is also a phone stand built in, which I have yet to use.  It 
meant for thin phones or maybe a small tablet and could be convenie
if I used that kind of device.

The only thing I have found so far that I do not like about this 
keyboard is the fact that it folds with the keys on the outside.  
Even though it came with a soft cloth case, I still worry about it 
getting damaged if I put it in my bag.  It would have been better t
have more rigid material for the case.  I would have paid m0ar mone
for that.  I will probably try to find a better one or make a more 
protective case.

I think I have rambled on too long.  Time to disco and do something
else.
[1] cybah_rig version 3
  
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