Downers
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I've been quiet. Alone. Having a good time. Yes, bad times are more. Emotional,
mental... stress. I've been content where I have been in the past few months...
until people started disrupting my peace. Family. Why worry about them? I can't
turn my back on them. Downers. Downers. Yes yesterday... no today... yes again
tomorrow. WTF?!! I'm confusing myself. They are confusing me. They are
confusing themselves. I want to go away... far far away. Maybe disappear...
forever. I can't deal with this right now. Many people are selfish. Selfish.
Shellfish.

What to do?? Think, think. I don't want to think. I just want to end all. I'm
tired.