Probably at around 5am plus, chemicals in the brain brought me back to 2001-2003. Those emotional connections occasionally resurface, and almost feels like a temporary high, of a time when things were more carefree. Sure there were deadlines and all that, but the difference was the many more emotional connections that were persmissible then, how things that were out of reach were eventually reachable, when there were goals and dreams, and much time to pursue intrests, when there were actually more interests. Eventually the chemical high fades away and is consumed by reality. Came across a job posting today, AV, web, administration, church environment, but have a feeling it won't be able to sustain the lifestyle needs of a young family. Absolutely no hessistation if there were no other committments. 

In other news: I cannot believe that it was my router that was causing those wireless AP disconnections. I had always thought it was due to the congestion of the 2.4GHz band that was causing it. Totally no regrets with the ASUS RT-AX82U AX5400. Hopefully it will last for years to come till I own some WiFi-6 devices, though I'm not entirely sure if I will feel anything, since 5GHz is already blazing. To think back in the day, the Cat 5 100mbps cable was all we had.