Fri Oct 14 04:28:52 UTC 2022


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# Location: Home
# Input Device: Apple Speech Thing
# Audio: Fans
# Visual: Dim light from monitors
# Energy: low
# Mental: excited
# Emotional: anxious
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Just a short one today. I'm a little sleepy, and my energy is 
pretty low. The excitement for today was podcast recording day. 
Three friends and I, so four of us have been getting together 
and watching movies and then talking about them. I am the person 
that's been editing them and they're not bad but I'm not sure if  
it's a different enough to stand out in the marketplace.

I'm a bit worried about my debit card because the replacement 
hasn't come in yet.

I have a lot of worries that are heavy on my heart right now. I 
don't know how to get them out or what will make them feel 
better. Going to try and think on it but I think I might end up 
just pushing it down and burying it. Thinking about emotional 
outbursts and sudden strong feelings, really makes me think that 
it might just be repressed feelings that weren't expressed 
popping out.

Anyway I think today is a win because I've journaled again and 
that makes multiple days in a row. Even though the voice to text 
isn't perfect I think it's serving its purpose. I've been able 
to express myself a little bit better than I had been. Thanks 
for reading so far and I'll keep on updating. Please let me know 
if you have any questions or concerns, or if you know a way to 
link back.