A terrible idea hit me before.

I keep saying to myself that I need to change, that I don't like
how I reason and act, because I always struggle to become perfect
and try everytime not to seem "normal" or "common" to other people.

I keep saying to myself that this period should mean try and behave
differently, becoming different and not keeping judging myself.

What if I should just accept me for what I am instead?
This search looks like another of my common searches for perfection
that lead to nowhere but pain and social awkwardness.

If I really learned to like myself now I wouldn't need any new
experience or anything else, that's probably true.

Gotta go now, I have a monster to annihilate. Yes, being on a quest
sounds much cooler, doesn't it?