Ok, to recap what I've learnt during this summer:
	- the German language is highly logic, and I like it
	- my mood is highly variable, and I don't like it

Now, the most likely explanation is really, really likely.
Aber das ist nicht so einfach, liebling. The problem was there
all the time. What I've failed to do is to aknowledge it before
and, well, leave you earlier; but that doesn't matter now, does
it?

I'll be gone for a while, don't worry. First from your sight,
then form your heart. And you'll be happy again(TM).