It's not too strange. I've thought many of the same thoughts and
   I know others have too. As abnormal as you feel sometimes when
   thinking these questions, they _are_, oddly enough, normal
   questions.

   Here's the solution I had for it:

   a) What do I choose for my footing, even if that footing is
   ever-changing?

   I investeigated many and at present, it seems to be etymology
   and the movement of concepts via groups of humans (subcultures)
   over the course of history.

   It keeps me from getting lost in my head because, instead of
   acting as-if these questions "are present" with me only, I start
   to see even the very questions that form in my mind as a part of
   a historical continuity of which I am a part of.

   The more I discover about the origins of words, movements of
   concepts in subcultures over the history of humanity, the better
   I can see that, it is BECAUSE I am a part of this very culture
   at this point in time that I'm in, given the influences I have
   had during my entire lifetime, that I am even ASKING these
   questions at all!

   This does not mean "I am not me".

   I am me. Nobody else is typing these words. I have free thought.
   I can go werjwjer if I like.

   Yet, having this footing in the ways I mentioned above, keeps me
   grounded.

   At the same time, I don't presume to say that "This Would Be
   Best For Someone Else".

   But I can, in my opinion speak with authenticity from "me" and
   _hope_ there's some universals in there.