Yeah, I never had the drive to pursue music as a career.* Others had the drive for me, but I didn't like being driven by others :-)* [my music teachers ... were always, "you have so much POTENTIAL - I'd kill for your talent".* But see, that's their dream - wasn't mine. Never went to India; grew up in NJ.* Was going to join a monastery in my mid 20s (extreme religious phrase) but convinced to come back home to take care of sick grandmother. Ended up getting a good job for a few years.* Saved up $$.* Bought house in FL 13 years ago so my brother + his family, my mother + myself could live. Started a business after asking my brother, "If you could do anything, what would it be?"* My brother, not much of a talker about those types of things (he's like a shock-jock and likes ridiculing ppl for laughs when he does talk :P ) - he said "work with animals". So, animal trapping it was.* I learned all about how to run a business, advertising, marketing, how to beat Google at its game, SEO, etc and how to deal with lots of crabby ppl in the process, all living on 5 acres in the middle of the woods ("swampland"/"the world's largest suburb" - the subject of the ancient joke, "I got some swampland to sell you" - it was about this place). Learned to juggle mortgage, bills, etc while working from home. Monastery?* Well, it became my retirement / life falls apart plan.* Only stayed for a few weeks at that time but I realized it was a lifestyle I could always return to.* I don't mind praying for my supper.* I'm not religious, I neither believe nor disbelieve, but if it was my job, well, I'd put my all into it. So, you never know where life will take you. Never worried about a mate; yet, not* adverse to it either.* Lots about relationship drama I didn't like in my teens/early 20s; which is probably a bit of why I 'went religious" in the first place; a nice, socially acceptable way to get out of all that drama.* It's not that I didn't enjoy their company and all the activities involved with relationships... never had any issues there - but, well, I'm a nerd through and through and live in my head and I figured there's no rush.** I'm good enough looking and have a nice personality, so I was never worried about finding somebody or ending up lonely, should I ever go that route. Age-wise?* Well, I got thrust on this planet without my permission, but yet, here I am.* Happened to be when it was. I could've been born 11 years ago.* I could've been born 872 years ago, or 97 years in the future. I'm just glad to be here :)