I've noticed widows aren't interested in maintaining their husbands legacy. They do as much as they can but they have to get on with their life. It's our mistake to assume they will do anything more for the legacy. Generally when people ask question they already have an answer in mind. It's been my experience that if you have a physical aberration people cannot hear what you say. They can only see the aberration. I get so sick and tired of people like you who seem to know what's best for everybody else. Just by chance you get the spoils. SDF is cool. Over the years I was hoping to work with them on a dedicated server. I've set up FreeBSD networks on home, on kitchen table tops and spread around the house using everything from an old 286 to my 2008 intel machines. I wanted to extend this study to sdf but unfortunately I had no money - ONLY TIME. Now I have the money but no time because I'm working fifteen hours a day. By the time I get my social security and have the time again, I will be too old to have the energy of drive to pursue these network projects. To me this is a tragedy because I had soom cool projects planned.