# [2021.05.13] Concerns

Today I became concerned because the result of the first year is that
I only got an idea of what I can do for my thesis. All my previous
statement of purpose, which I used for the application to the
position, now seems nonsensical at best. Another problem is I
understood that researching AI is hard. As my supervisor put it, a
thesis is a solitary affair, but I can't imagine doing everything
myself. I mean, I will give it a try, but I don't believe I will
accomplish anything interesting. I need to write tons of code, learns
thousands of new things, and realise dozens of heavy computational
experiments. The good news is that there is no pressure. But I want
to create a worthy thing. Maybe that's because of my perfectionism or
lack of talent, but I don't know. At least, now I know what I want to
do, and I believe I will succeed anyway.