# [2019.03.27] Meeting Today we had one of the ugliest meetings for several years in my career. About fifteen people gathered together with no particular purpose except one: war for resources. Killing each other was not allowed, so what filled the air was talking all kinds of shit to persuade at least the speaker himself of his righteousness and absolute uselessness of the projects of others. I said only several words in defence of our work and left the meeting room almost physically broken. The size of my salary is the only thing that keeps me here.