### Date: 30/5/2019 ### Time: 08:20pm ### Device: Abulafia.portable ### Location: xxx L is away. Her father is not well at all and she needed to visit to help. L is really obsessed with her father and this is one of the things that she simply cannot manage. I remember her saying numerous times how she wouldn't be able to come into terms with the idea. She is depressed and generally very emotional to be able to manage such a thing. We talk every day over the phone and I can see that there is no improvement and nothing will change really and that's a horrible feeling. Feels weird to be alone after so much time that we are together, I'm not used to live alone, the apartment looks empty, I miss her. I made some pasta and picked-up some books. It's not that I have all the time in the world anyway. henrycase@sdf.org