I finalized the 
electronics for the play
(mic + mini sound card + rpi
+ battery powered speaker) 
I recorded some violin
and synth for the sound effects, 
I also recorded some gongs. 

Tomorrow I'm finalizing 
the bug's costume, 
hopefully to have it 
ready for this Wednesday. 

The play is almost
there, we need 1 actress
to get her lines down
and we're solid. I 
feel there are some 
tension building, 
we'll see if it comes
out this Wednesday. 

My art director was
a bit pissed at me
last week and called me. 
I was pretty up front, 
"I hear that you're pissed
I don't know what I can
do to help you with that."

I decided to paint 
part of the set in black,
and she didn't agreed 
with that. 

I hope it's better 
for her now. There is
a tech who seems to 
twist reality in a 
certain way, I have to
keep an eye on her, 
I might need to 'fire' her. 
Or maybe, there are 
other ways. 

When I was afraid of
being a director, I 
told myself, the worst
that can happen is 
that I failed, and we 
can't present the play.

I'm okay with that. 
I might fail. 

It somewhat reminded me
of the idea of the samurai,
who is already dead on 
the battlefield. 

When I can accept the
worst case scenario, 
it's a lot easier to 
move forward.