There is a part of me 
that is resilient
there is a part of me
that is freaking out

I don't want 
to give into 
the global 
freak out

The fear
of the future
the anger
the despair
that I see 
abound 
around me

But it gets 
thrown at me
again and again
anger, languish
suffering

I've been 
legally attacked
I've been threaten
I've been played with
I've been dumped

I though 
we had a team
I though 
we had a boat
that protect
us from this
global madness

A safe heaven
a rock
now that ship
has sunk
I end up 
all alone

For what?
To fight 
by myself
the current
of a culture
that wants
me sick
stupid 
and consuming?

It's hard
to stay afloat
it's hard
to stay sane

This culture
chipping away
one blow 
at a time
my own sanity

It gets harder
to see the path
It gets harder
to keep the faith

This divine
comedy, I
want out
I want 
the show 
to stop

I fear
to be separated
to loose our
strength
to divide 
our power
and to be
conquered
to loose
our humanity
to loose 
our faith

I blame
this culture
that wants 
all of us
fighting
all of us
separated
all of us
divided
all of us
sad and sick

We'll consume
so much more
in this way
we'll have
so much
less time
to realize
how crazy
this world is

I don't even
have a tribe
let alone a group
let alone a family
let alone a couple
all alone