I feel distanced, distanced from other people. It's like, i'm not human. I feel some part of me is missing, something that makes me human. I can't even talk with my friends, I don't know how to do... Something makes me that lonely guy, that sits in a corner being lonely. Only the computer understands me, and I only understand the computer. What did I do wrongly? I grew up lonely with my grandma. Mom died when I was very young. And my father has abandoned me. My only company as a child was my computer. I guess some of this makes the difference. Other people have grown up with siblings, with childhood friends, with parents, playing with toys, doing sports, other activities... I had nothing of that. I had myself and a computer.