10/11 "What I Want"

Every color,
now,
why should I bother?
Cold weather.
Friendly?
I can't decide
what to wear.
If you
miss
the person I was,
just remember,
everything gets lost
without care;
a ride over the ocean,
across a dirt road,
past many locked doors
into a long night
of feeling
we stretch out into dawn.

________
Ally F.V.