DRAWING ON MOODS FOR SELF-REGULATION

4 illustrations and some reflections on moods.


Overview
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I've taken to creating small illustrations of mood. They serve as
visual reminders of how I feel, what I need, or why I'm behaving a
certain way. I'll pull them out and place them on the desk so I can
communicate a mood to myself and my living partner. This has been a
fun, playful way to get to know my emotions while having the enjoyable
artistic experiences of rendering illustrations of how the feelings
look.


Mood: /Buzzing, energetic, ecstatic, playful/
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*High-octane hour* is characterized by a bleeding excess of
 energy. This energy often accumulate from a high-energy workday,
 memorable daytime experience, or successful task accomplishment. With
 this mood I feel quite positive and able to actualize myself towards
 activities like dancing or cleaning (and sometimes both). I tend to
 listen to high-energy music when I'm in high-octane hour.

Mood: /Pensive, sensitive/
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*Quiet time* is a time to be interior. Usually I like to spend time in
 my head, doing a task that requires a lot of my concentration. I
 don't seek or desire much stimulation. Distractions are kept to a
 minimum. If I'm bothered during quiet time it can (but not always)
 feel quite uncomfortable and distressing to have to engaged another
 person.

Mood: /Sensitive, hostile, powerless, loathing, bored/
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*M-x grump-mode* is not pleasant for me. I end up here if I've
 neglected some physical or mental need. Maybe I didn't eat well or
 eat enough. Maybe I've been triggered or had a distressing
 experience. I'm often seeking ways to feel better in this mood, but
 tend to thwart my own best efforts. Instead of looking inward I look
 away towards distractions. This mood can become a wrapper for other
 moods like *quiet time*.

Mood: /Aware/
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*Snack & movement* is a wholesome place for me to be. It's a mood that
 recognizes the need for me to nourish myself. It's a self-care kind
 of mood, where I drop what's before me and tend to my biological
 needs. This mood also helps me restore focus mana. If I've been
 tending to a task for a long time and feel my energy dipping low,
 snack & movement can be a source of regeneration.