let go
~fallenriver
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left this place dormant for a while. glad to see it's still running
as always. ~bartender, a filter coffee please!

the hectic life of a university student continues with full force.
got myself into a relatively normal social situation after months
of looking for normality. dorm life with close friends turned out
to be fine, thank god. probably the best part of the semester.

however, i am working myself to death. it's always been in my
nature to try to serve a purpose. this purpose can come in the form
of many things: music, games, friends, school, etc. this time
though, i got myself into a position where i can't quite let go. i
have to let go. i have to let go of something. either that or i'll
have to let myself go. for obvious reasons, i can't let that
happen.

let go of the fight,
become one with the night,
for only after you die,
will you see the light.

i might have to leave a part of myself. those old parts that don't
serve me anymore. it's fitting to let go of those parts i think.
maybe let go of some people too. i'll need more time to figure it
out. for now, i just have to let go of all thought and get some
rest. hopefully the night lets me find some temporary peace.