hnf... i'm just a kid... why does this world have to be so painful?

i just want to be held, loved... made to feel sweet... hnf... just want to be cute... just want people to see who i really am... anything for just one sweet little moment of happiness. That's all. happiness. warmth. sweetness. it's my last wish.

i want to go back to those sweet days. Those sweet days of childhood. All was well, then, and I had happiness and peace. I wasn't in pain. Nothing hurt back then. I mean, sure, the occasional insults did, but I was a total cutie pie and it felt good to be alive.

i had what i wanted. i had all i could ever want then.

i just want to curl up in bed. Be a little kid. be held. hnf...