Noted Abortionist Finds God and Faith Dr. Bernard Nathanson. <The Hand of God: A Journey from Death to Life by the Abortion Doctor Who Changed His Mind.> Regnery Publishing: Washington, 1996. Dr. Bernard Nathanson has written an important book. In time it will rank with Merton's <Seven Storey Mountain> and Malcolm Muggeridge's <Chronicles of Wasted Time>, and even the epochal <Gulag Archipelago> of Alexander Solzhenitsyn, as the books which our descendants, both familial and spiritual, will examine closely in the 21st and 22nd centuries in order to understand both man's inhumanity to humanity and to his personal self and the possibility of redemption. Only in this context will the reader understand the power and grace of the message of the Church and most particularly the Roman Pontiff John Paul II, who in his Encyclical <Evangelium vitae> so clearly enunciated the sacredness of human life from natural conception to natural death and, in between, the centrality of the "dignity of the human person" in the face of a century of mass slaughter and degradation. The book has historical significance but it also possesses importance in the present moment. As I write this review the U.S. Congress is attempting to overturn the presidentially vetoed Partial-Birth Abortion Act, and a presidential race is drawing to a close between two candidates who clearly have radically different views on the sacredness of human life. Bernard Nathanson's intellectual and moral honesty has enabled many other abortion providers or accomplices, including recently some legislators to acknowledge their mistakes and join the fight for human life at its most defenceless. Quite simply abortion and its auxiliary issues ranging from the euthanasia antics of "Dr. Death", Jack Kevorkian, to the frozen embryos of Great Britain are the issues that simply will not go away as they deal with the meaning of human life itself. Nowhere more clearly than in the United States in this historical moment can one see the divisions lining up be hind the forces of the "culture of death" and "civilization of love". Dr. Bernard Nathanson's conversions both to the cause of life and to Christianity are in deed highly significant as witness both to the power of scientific evidence and of prayer. It also manifests so clearly the inexorable connection between God and the natural law that he has in scribed in human nature. If you ac knowledge and follow the natural law, you may very well find God and the Church. A powerful witness to possibilities of grace The basic facts about Dr. Nathanson are well known to many readers. He was co-founder in 1969 of the National Association for the Repeal of Abortion Laws (NARAL, later renamed the National Abortion Rights Action League), and former director of New York City's Center for Reproductive and Sexual Health, then the largest abortion clinic in the world. In the late 1970's he turned against abortion to become a prominent pro-life advocate, authoring <Aborting America> and producing the seminal pro-life video, <The Silent Scream>. The video was truly revolutionary in its use of the most up-to-date medical technology to show definitely the horrors of abortion as it actually takes place in the womb of the mother. The video, along with its successor <The Eclipse of Reason>, was widely shown not only on television globally, but in many cases directly to legislators in many countries. During the late 1970's Dr. Nathanson became an icon to the cultural anti-life forces in America, the subject of ridicule and satire in comic strips and news commentary, and the butt of jokes of television comedians for his change of heart and mind regarding the objective reality of abortion, the taking of innocent human life. Since then along with a distinguished obstetric medical practice and university teaching he has given hundreds of lectures throughout the world in defence of the unborn. Now upon the verge of retirement he has written his autobiography, which contains searing personal revelations about how a man could possibly become an abortionist, yet also a powerful witness to the possibilities of divine grace as he draws near to the final step of Baptism and incorporation into Christ's Church. A warning to the reader: this is not an easy or pleasant book to read because it tells the truth about evil acts that are truly repugnant. What is remarkable and praiseworthy is that the doctor does not make excuses for his behaviour. The reader certainly has many reasons at least to understand without condoning his behaviour after reading about his childhood and adolescence in a familial setting that can truly be described as loveless. Nathanson recounts in painful detail his bringing up in New York by a family that appears to have been seriously dysfunctional for at least a couple of generations without the slightest semblance of religious faith or familial loyalty or affection. The first chapter is entitled "The Monster", referring to his father, and spells out very clearly the young Nathanson's relationships with his Jewish Canadian physician father and his family. "We would take long walks together, he and I, and he would fill my ears with poisonous remarks and revanchist resolutions concerning my mother and her family and ... I remained his weapon, his dummy, until I was almost seventeen years old, when l-as-he rebelled and told him I would no longer function as his robotic surrogate assassin". About his sister, "her mental health