I DON'T REMEMBER REMEMBERING ANYTHING

The cycle I'm stuck in this week/month/year/lifetime:

Oh well _that_ didn't work, but it doesn't matter anyway because I 
forgot about _that_... Oh wait, but then I also forgot about 
_that_, so now I'll have too do _this_...

And repeat.

It's usually not for lack of planning either. I'm drowning in 
written notes and lists, and beyond that I try to physically put
things to remember in my own way. Then I thoughtlessly move them 
out of my way later.

So much time and money down the drain because "oh, I forgot 
about...". Other people seem to forgive themselves for these 
things, even if _they_ don't forgive other people as easily. I'm 
the opposite. In fact I blame myself for relying on other people if 
they go wrong too.

Then the more mistakes one makes, the harder one must work to make 
up for those mistakes, and the harder one works the more mistakes 
one makes...

The question I keep repeating to myself: "why do I try to achieve 
things in life?". One day I'll accept that I don't have an answer, 
and I'll finally be free from all this frustration.

 - The Free Thinker

PS. At least someone has also 'forgotten' to turn off 3G mobile 
phone service, so I'm still online for now.