# Musings 20210320

*Entered: in vim on Onn Tablet 8Pro* |
*Date: 20210320*

> Since we create our own reality with will, what exactly led me to
> this? Is this what I wanted, what I intended? Is this what happens
> when you slip, stop actively driving?
>
> Blank slate is an odd place to exist. Who do I want to add to this
> simulation? Regulars or cameos? How close do I want to be with
> others?
>
> Can I get my brain to shut off? I think cat has the right idea with
> microdosing. NTS: look into this
>